04:04

He called me last night.
Technically, this morning at 4:04 am.

I wondered what he wanted to say. I wondered all day. 
In fact..when have I actually NOT wondered about anything to do with...him

Should I ring back, or perhaps sms... but;
asmuchasi'dliketosomethingholdsmeback.
Call it intuition. Call it a gut feeling. Call it..Fear.
What you never know won't hurt you, will it?
And ignorance, bliss?
But I guess I'd rather confront whatever knowledge I'm needing to be confirmed. By him. Because he's who I trust. He's who I believe in.
Every. Time. 
Even though...I only get hurt.
Call it naivety. Call it stupidity. Call it..Love.
All I know is, the sooner the better.
If he has something so important to say, he'll call again, yes?
It can't be true though..can it?
Honesty? Policy?
He said it would never..that he would never...

But. He said a lot of things.