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<3. Your Sunshine (:
Thursday, July 21, 2011
Sunshine.
Monday, July 18, 2011
Maybe he's right.
Exactly 4 weeks from now I'll be doing the last minute checking, packing, freaking out? before heading to the airport in a few hours...
Exactly four weeks from now I wonder if the following realisation will be set in stone, or will have passed as a momentary revelation...
The switch that has flicked within me, and allowed the channel of my heart to communicate something to my brain, and vice-versa that:
He's right.
I love him.
(:
Friday, July 15, 2011
Lucky.
Blessed, even :).
It's been 9 whole days since my last post, I am so sorry.
But yes, regarding the title of this post, blessed is what I realise I am. Yes, despite waking up with a sore throat yesterday and keeping a low profile at home today to try and recover from my poor blocked and runny nose.
I got a text from Colin this afternoon, asking what I'm up to tonight. After letting him know I'm too sick to go out, he's coming round to my place to chill instead (: I miss hanging with him, he's like a big brother to me and quite frankly, it's been far, far too long since we last hung out. We've both just been insanely busy xD.
Prior to this, I received a postcard in the mail! All the way from New York from my longtime church buddy who's holidaying there, Rom. Now Romnick is pretty much my saviour lol, he's ALWAAAAYS been there in my time of dire need. And oh em gee am I ever thankful, and prolly still owe him about 10 Happy Meals for :P.
Then Wednesday, Yannick took me out for a drive and we grabbed dinner and had a decent catch up (:
I love my friends. So so much. It's these peeps I hold so close to my heart that I will miss the most.
Thursday I popped around to visit Bryony, ran into Ash and Larissa en route, so had a quick chat too. Twas a BEAUTIFUL day I recall. Thomas and Samantha were also with Bry too, so we listened as she shared about what had happened on her birthday. . . (was not the greatest birthday, to say the least).
Tuesday night, I popped around to Dan's work with some Maccas for dinner which we chowed down before nipping off to Larissa's for HP7.1 We all dressed up and even got our snap put up on B105! After this we headed to the midnight session premiere of the Harry Potter finale! LAST EVER T__T!! Twas GREAT! I do actually want to see it again AND read it of course (it's the only one I've not read...plus half of book #6..xD).
So I've been really quite busy, if not working then catching up with friends ^____^!
IT'S EXACTLY A MONTH. ONE MONTH BEFORE I JETSET OFF FOR 5+ months/25 weeks/175 days. :O. This fact is s l o w l y dawning on me. It's hit everyone else around me..ie: mother, family.. close friend, but I seem to be taking it as it comes...YAY ADVENTUUUURE! XDXD!
It's been 9 whole days since my last post, I am so sorry.
But yes, regarding the title of this post, blessed is what I realise I am. Yes, despite waking up with a sore throat yesterday and keeping a low profile at home today to try and recover from my poor blocked and runny nose.
I got a text from Colin this afternoon, asking what I'm up to tonight. After letting him know I'm too sick to go out, he's coming round to my place to chill instead (: I miss hanging with him, he's like a big brother to me and quite frankly, it's been far, far too long since we last hung out. We've both just been insanely busy xD.
Prior to this, I received a postcard in the mail! All the way from New York from my longtime church buddy who's holidaying there, Rom. Now Romnick is pretty much my saviour lol, he's ALWAAAAYS been there in my time of dire need. And oh em gee am I ever thankful, and prolly still owe him about 10 Happy Meals for :P.
Then Wednesday, Yannick took me out for a drive and we grabbed dinner and had a decent catch up (:
I love my friends. So so much. It's these peeps I hold so close to my heart that I will miss the most.
Thursday I popped around to visit Bryony, ran into Ash and Larissa en route, so had a quick chat too. Twas a BEAUTIFUL day I recall. Thomas and Samantha were also with Bry too, so we listened as she shared about what had happened on her birthday. . . (was not the greatest birthday, to say the least).
Tuesday night, I popped around to Dan's work with some Maccas for dinner which we chowed down before nipping off to Larissa's for HP7.1 We all dressed up and even got our snap put up on B105! After this we headed to the midnight session premiere of the Harry Potter finale! LAST EVER T__T!! Twas GREAT! I do actually want to see it again AND read it of course (it's the only one I've not read...plus half of book #6..xD).
So I've been really quite busy, if not working then catching up with friends ^____^!
IT'S EXACTLY A MONTH. ONE MONTH BEFORE I JETSET OFF FOR 5+ months/25 weeks/175 days. :O. This fact is s l o w l y dawning on me. It's hit everyone else around me..ie: mother, family.. close friend, but I seem to be taking it as it comes...YAY ADVENTUUUURE! XDXD!
Eeeeeeeee, well, here's to hoping I get better soon!
Sayonara, lovers!
xxoo Mizz.
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Observation.
I notice everything.
I noticed that you took down those photos. of you and me.
And of her. And of any involving you and a girl in close proximity, for that matter.
Is this stalkerish? Or am I overly observant? Paranoid? No. The observation is what prompted it, anyhow, not vice versa.
Should I be concerned? Maybe it's to late to wonder that.
I suppose there's a good reason for anything you do, and I can guess as much. It's probably nothing personal, but I can't help but feel a teensy, tiny bit hurt.
It's just that things don't seem as right as usual and this does nothing but add to it.
Don't drag out whatever is impending. I feel a little bit more of me is put on the line, the more time, thought and emotion I invest in you...
There's no better time than now.
sajkdfhlskdhfsadgflsakd
mzz.
Seed.
every seed dies before it grows...
And then I googled it.. and found a blog.. that featured this.
For the most part, I can take it. Trust it. Accept it. But I'll tell you a secret: it's my heart that finds it difficult to acknowledge and accept this.
And then I googled it.. and found a blog.. that featured this.
"1 There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:
2 a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
3 a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
4 a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
5 a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
6 a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
7 a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
8 a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace."
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8
For the most part, I can take it. Trust it. Accept it. But I'll tell you a secret: it's my heart that finds it difficult to acknowledge and accept this.
que sera.
-Mizz.
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